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Name: Alan
Country: United States
State: California
Birthday: 5/26/1988
Gender: Male


Interests: Singing.. Counter-Strike.. Starcraft.. Warcraft3.. Diablo2..
Occupation: Student


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AIM: AlanDeGuzmannn


Member Since: 3/22/2003

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Thursday, May 27, 2004

today was great.. even though i missed school today i got to see some friends.. my mom came home today during lunch and let me drive her to work so i can have the car for the day.. after that i came back and picked up my glasses from the eye doctor and left to school. after that i hung out for a while and visited granger while attempting to sell culture night tickets =0. i also went to jambajuice and starbucks at eastlake and came home.. like one of the mastercard commericial said.. "spending time with people you care about.. priceless.." i liked today..


Thursday, May 13, 2004

everything feels soo fawked up.. i just wanna sleep and never wake.. things would be so much easier that way.. no pain.. no emotion.. no feeling.. only peace..

i wish i can turn back time so i can do things differently.. =\


Sunday, May 09, 2004

wowowowooww.. im sooooooooooooooooooo sadd!!!! </3 my hard drive crashed and i had to format.. =( all my songs and pictures are gone! how depressing.. hah anyways.. today i got a short call from a very special person that hardly EVER calls!!! hah im not saying who but yeah you know who you are. =) hah yeah today i got to spend some time with my mom. we went out to eat at in-n-out and tasted animal fries for the first time.. ooohh theyre sooooooo good.. hah after we went back home and i took a couple random pictures and my mom was getting mad at me cause she said my phone cam was making her look fatter and older..after that i drove my mom to seaport village.. walked around ate some mexican food and ice cream.. it was pretty cool.. bonding with my mom.. i got to talk to my mom about what i wanted to do in the future.. i said i wouldnt mind becoming a doctor or something in the navy.. it felt good to finnaly get out of the house..


Saturday, May 08, 2004

my life is freaken deed.. i dont even know what i want in my future anymore.. hormones or what.. it feels like my life is all messed up.. its like im messing up in school and losing the things that mean most to me.. *sigh..* im home all day with no one to talk to.. you would think with 52 buddies online i would have plenty of people to talk to.. and yet.. only one or two of them message me in a day.. and its usually like they need something or some annoying chain message crap.. i just need to get out and be around people.. im loosing my fawkin mindd.. i guess its just me turning antisocial.. and all i have is this stupid counter strike game to help time pass by.. heh.. just nvmm it all.. i dont care anymore..


Thursday, May 06, 2004

I feel my wings have broken in your hands,
I feel the words unspoken inside...
And they pull you under,
And I will give you anything you want, oh
You are all I wanted,
All my dreams are fallin’ down,
Crawlin’ around and around and around...

Somebody save me,
Let your warm hands break right through it,
Somebody save me,
I don’t care how you do it, just
Stay, stay
C’mon, I’ve been waiting for you

I see the world has folded in your heart,
I feel the waves crash down inside,
And they pull me under,
And, I would give you anything you want, oh
You are all I wanted,
All my dreams have fallen down,
Crawling around and around and around...

Somebody save me,
Let your warm hands break right through it,
Somebody save me,
I don’t care how you do it, just
Stay, stay
C’mon, I’ve been waiting for you,

All my dreams are on the ground,
Crawling around and around and around...

Somebody saave me,
Let your warm hands break right through,
Somebody saave me,
I don’t care how you do it,
Just stay (stay with me)
I made this whole world shine for you...
Just stay, stay
C'mon, I’m still waiting for you



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